Problematic Little Sister Fell In Love With Me

Chapter 492

Winter night gave up on my inseparable, because she knew that, with her in, the asters would not say anything.

Ziyuan didn't advocate taking a taxi. He kept his head down and walked quietly in front of him.

I broke the silence. "Do you want to eat something?"

"Can you eat with people like me?" Can not say whether she is in self mockery or vent resentment, youyou sigh: "anyway, I can't eat, I want to go back alone quietly."

After so many things have been born, the heart of Astragalus must be in a mess. Now it is really not suitable to force her out. It is not a good choice to give her time to calm down. I said with a smile, "well, where should I send you back?"

The garden stopped and turned slowly. Under the dim light of the street lamp, she could still see the swelling of her eyes. "Are you satirizing me?"

I immediately reflected that she knew that I had been to the hotel yesterday and asked about the secret of her only opening a room but not staying. With a faint smile, I asked, "do I seem to be satirizing you?"

The asters did not make a sound, and the tears fell again.

I went to her, broke off her fingers, took out her handkerchief, wiped away the tears on her face, collected a smile that softened the atmosphere, and tried to pretend that I didn't agree with her: "yesterday, when we were shopping, I met my landlord. She wanted to rent the house opposite my house. The rent was very low. So I thought of you. Aren't you looking for a house? It's so convenient for us to live in the opposite door. But I called you and turned it off all the time, so we went to the hotel to look for you. As a result, the hotel attendant told us that you only opened a room there, but never stayed in "

the asters choked for a while, but did not deny that," and then? "

"And then?" I laughed again, "and then I knew you didn't live there, so I asked you now, where should I send you back"

the Astragalus took back the handkerchief, looked down at his toes for a long time, and then said, "why don't you ask me why I lied?"

"If you don't want to tell me, why should I ask?" "When you want to tell me, you will tell me," I said

"Yuanyuan is right, Xiaonan, in order to take care of the people around you, you always wronged yourself, even if these people are not worth your doing, do you know? It's not gentleness, it's cruelty. "

"So I never said I was a good man."

"You" the astern language stops, turns and walks, I silently follow behind her, did not ask her where she wants to go.

"I've been living in minrou's house all the time." Ziyuan didn't look back, more like saying to herself, "I opened a room in the hotel, and I took you there specially to make you think that I live there, so as to cover up the fact that I have close contact with min rou. Fate has not wronged me. I have a ghost in my heart. What I do now may not hurt you, but it will not let you Feel comfortable. "

Ziyuan stopped, seemed to have some small struggle, and finally said: "Xiaonan, I know what you want to know, but now I can only tell you that I am responsible for providing the third miss with all the information she wants to know about you and completing all the things she asks me to do."

"What she asked you to do?" My eyebrows jumped. "Including that night I went to bed with?"

Astragalus did not immediately answer, back to me, so that I can not observe her expression, "if I say that I voluntarily, do you believe it?"

My heart moved, Xuan Er wryly said: "that's not your character"

"my character?" Ziyuan slowed down. When I got to my side, she gently put her arm around me and put my head on my shoulder. The bangs blocked my eyes. I only saw two lines of tears flowing down my cheek. She said with a self mocking smile: "what character am I? Cowardly? Yes, I am a child without a father. I am a mixed race. I am not the same as the people around me. Since I was a child, I feel inferior to others. People around me have called me a wild animal and said that I am a freak of my mother and wild man's life. Everyone repels me. No one is willing to be friends with me. I can't do anything but cry. I can only rely on you and watch you break my head again and again for me and others Blood flow from small to large, no matter what choice I make, I either ask you or ask my mother. There is nothing I can make up my own mind, including my mother's letting me go to the United States with her, but I still have no courage to oppose it. However, Xiaonan, that was five years ago, and now I am not the same as then. You know how I spent these five years How many things have happened to me? "

"People will change, change means growth, but people also have a side that will never change. Xiaozi, in my opinion, you are still you"

"no, Xiaonan, you don't understand me. The first time I made my own decision was to leave quietly five years ago, or even to say goodbye to you. From then on, I was not Xue Ziyuan you know," Ziyuan said The hand holding my arm used some strength, but her voice was more subtle. "I want to change, but I don't want to change. Do you know how hard the ambivalence is? I don't want to change my dependence on you. I want to live like that and be protected by you all my life. So I know that our relationship must be changed because we have grown up. If we continue to be good friends in childhood, you will be robbed by other girls. However, I don't have the courage to ask you face-to-face. If it's not necessary to go to the United States with my mother, I think I am very much I didn't have the courage to write that letter to you. "Sure enough, this is the reason why Ziyuan left without saying goodbye. However, time has changed. It's too late to say these things now. Beside me, there are not only fringes, but also Murphy, and the gradually ambiguous winter night.

"that night, half and half." Ziyuan gently said: "the third miss just asked for this, but I have no objection, that's all."

"Why?" I can't understand, "why does the third lady make such a request?"

"I can't tell you yet"

"then why don't you object?" I am a little angry, angry at the Astragalus selfless.

The purple garden nestles close to me, like a bird depending on people. I can't tell whether I'm cooperating with her step or she's cooperating with my step. So I walk forward slowly and walk into each other's hearts.

"the third lady and I are mutually beneficial relations. She finds me, has her purpose, I promise to help her, and has my purpose, which is one reason; you didn't give it to me The second reason is that I didn't reply, but I had a girlfriend. The third reason is that I just want to do that "

my heart beats and my face heats up. The words of asters are very explicit. Is it a confession to me? Asters are also embarrassed to raise their heads. For a time, the atmosphere of silence is very embarrassing.

Ziyuan couldn't help but pull me to the side of the road and stopped a taxi. I was so flustered that I didn't even pay attention to her address to the driver.

"Do you hate me?" When Ziyuan said this, the drivers were stunned because she and I were sitting on the left and right, looking out of the window like a stranger.

"You should hate me"

"now I know that I hate wrong"

well, the implication is that you have been hating me until tonight, and I can't stand the honesty

"you didn't hate me, the letter was torn by fate, but it was my fault," I also said honestly: "I'm confused about the questions you asked me in the letter, I don't know what to do Reply to you, struggling, confused, Chu Yuan mistakenly thought that the letter made me unhappy, so in the final analysis, it is because of my not simple

"I'm too naive." the Astragalus body a tilt, fall to my side, and pillow on my shoulder, "that kind of question, can simply answer the talent is irresponsible? You struggle, bewilderment and prove that you have taken it seriously. I am too naive to think that only one commitment is enough for two people to be together. I have not considered how heavy this commitment is in reality. If I were to do it today, I would not be in a hurry to ask you to give me a reply. "

"Then why didn't you write to me again?"

I clearly felt the Astragalus's body trembled for a moment, "you can hate me."

I was stunned. "I just want to know why."

"Because I hate you."

"Do you think such a lie can deceive me?" I said: "Xiaozi, why do you stop me from asking me to go to the third miss? If you really hate me so much, will you still protect me? "

"I"